0 to 60

Well, after 4 months on the Autoimmune Paleo diet, it’s time for me to start adding foods back in. There hasn’t been any sign of eczema for at least three weeks. The first things on my list? Seeds and alcohol. Remember my post Alcohol Free? In it I was kind of raving about how awesome I felt being alcohol free despite my undying love for drinking alcohol. A few days ago my friends and I planned a fun day, and I decided I would partake in the drinking festivities with them. I was really excited to have some drinks, and I was really nervous that I was so excited about it. I had done so much healing being alcohol free, and I didn’t want to fall back in love with it and be back to drinking multiple times per week.

I went from 0 to 60. My friends and I had a whole day planned, and we started our festivities at 8am. (Don’t judge. 🙂 It was a special occasion. I drank a few sips of my mimosa and I was relieved because you know what I was feeling? Numb. I felt like I had a cloud over my brain. I didn’t hate it. But I didn’t love it. We had a great day. It was nice to let loose. But I felt less alive. When I drink kratom I feel more alive.

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